Updating hasn't been a priority, unfortunately. I wish I had the same desire to blog these days as I did last year. I guess I've been busier and not having more of a structured forum for blogging as I did last year makes it less appealing to broadcast sentiments. Maybe that will change when my fiction writing class starts on Thursday. I'm so nervous! I haven't written fiction in so long and am hesitant about sharing my writing in front of people, rather than the internet! Hopefully it will be worth my while to bare all in front of a wide eyed and critical crowd.
It's sad to feel uninspired. It's a different type of sadness compared to the self-loathing I usually subject myself to. This is probably what it feels like to watch yourself to progress with a debilitating disease, like Parkinsons. It worsens and worsens without your control, people stare at you, shake their heads with pity and say- Remember what she used to be capable of. . .
Ahh, hopefully this writing class reignites some passion and sparks some skill. Because you probably enjoyed this post half as much as I did, and that's not saying a lot.
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